FRIENDs are all that I need! =))

2009-12-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

LOVE YOU PEOPLE!

I'm back from RYLA Camp 09!

As I was the only one from Rotaract Club of Marina City and I don't know the rest of the people going RYLA 09 from Singapore, I tried to be there early so that I won't miss the bus. My Dad told me to take a cab down & in the end, it cost me $20! *heartpain!* I was actually quite worried on the bus because I'm afraid I couldn't pass the customs as my passport photo is a super cute girl who doesn't look like me! =P

But anyways, I past it! And from Singapore, there are Interactors from ITE Simei & NJC and Rotaractors from NTU!

After everyone arrived, we set off from Singapore and got lost a few times b4 we reach Orang Asli Village! They are super skinny, with nothing in their house and they don't wash their clothes! They use UV Rays! Haha! We went there and gave the some clothes and food to survive! Maybe I'm too 'lucky' because my 2 packet of lunch only consist of long bean and rice without meat unlike others! HAHA!

Travelled down to Tanjung Sutera Resort after that! We were assigned rooms with strangers so that we can know new people which sounds good to me! =D Love my roomieesss! Zi Qing, Mir, Qura & Erica! Our room was quite big with 5 beds and a not too bad toilet!

Day 1 was quite relaxing, bonding with my group and knowing new people! I was quite disappointed as my phone has no network @ all! =( But the OC said they had the camp at this ulu place because they want us to be free of distractions! And I was really free of distractions!

Day 2 was the crazy one! Woke up @ 5.45am with my Spongebob Squarepants Song for a heavy workout morning exercise! Had jungle trekking and clown-to-be learning session after that and I landed up with muscles aches the next day!

Day 3 was even more bonding, knowing my besties in camp like Cheryl, Zhi Ying, Jiew Ann, Erica, Li Chin & Zi Qing even better! The sky there was super beautiful as it has lots of stars! A pity, I couldn't take a photo of that! We were star grazing that night cause it was suppose to have meteor shower!

Day 4 was when I feel both sad & happy! Happy because I can have access to my phone and laptop but sad because I won't be with my besties and roomiess!

I want to see all my dearies soon! My wife, My radio, My roomies = Zi Qing & Erica, Li Chin & Jiew Ann = My Clown Face Drawer! I miss RYLA Camp 09! Just simply love it lots!

2009-12-08T02:04:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl! Here is my update for Dec 09!

APRRC 09 = OVER! Got to know many new local and overseas Rotaractors! Woohoo! Experienced how tough it is to organise such a big event!

Had the 1st ever class outing which was planned by ME! Went YV 09 Campfire too! <3

I watched NEW MOON just now with Adrian Lokeee! Haha! We had a fun outing! =D

Next up will be RYLA 09 then Family X'mas Chalet and #1 TF Outing!

A packed Dec 09 filled with fun! Awaiting a new year!

2009-11-02T01:52:00.001+08:00

Hey guys!

I'm finally here again! Its Nov now already! Asia Pacific Region Roteract Conference is coming up! Stress & excited! =D

Forgot 2 inform you guys that I'm now usually posting @ http://mikiokazuki.multiply.com

Come & visit me!

2009-10-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

1 month already! Haha! So I'm here to post again!

Carabelle's renovation has started... Estimated moving in period will be in Dec 09 =D YAY!
Hopefully after looking @ our house Fengshui, we have have a more united family!

School is great, got to start assignment soon! =P

2009-09-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

My blog is dying soon! I better blog something for the month of September!

My new hse will be @ Carabelle Condo! =D

Hope renovation is starting soon aft fengshui assessment tml!

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY 2 ALL TEACHERS! *love you guys!*

2009-08-20T01:47:00.002+08:00

I have to learn not to shed tears in front of Dad unless really needed!

Recently, I'm busy with APRRC 2009, Khim's and Rasimah's Essay. Handed both the assignments up! Now left with Chelvi's! =D

Kind of feeling that something is missing in my life... Got to find the joy of living back!

Lastly, I hope _ _ _ _ comes on time, PLS! *May God Bless Me*

2009-07-16T01:27:00.001+08:00

I'm giving Kenneth and my cousin, Wei Xuan, tuition lessons recently! YAY! Finally got them to study! Hmm... Actually its not really tuition just coaching them when they don't understand or don't know something... The main point is to let them have a study buddy! Hehe!

Dad, why are you against me doing volunteer work? Though I don't earn but it increases my exposure to another side of the world and it also broaden my network! ARGH! Don't know how to communicate with you la! Different channel!

Hmm... I had a super duper weird dream abt 2 nights ago... I dreamt that my Dad has a affair with his restuarant staff, Li Li who is also my roommate for now... It was a super scary dream! Why did I have such a weird dream? What does this mean?!

2009-07-10T14:11:00.002+08:00

Shit it man! I seriously don't know whats wrong with Kenneth, my brother! LOL! Today, I think Ms Kahvita called Dad and said that he didn't bring his textbook to class for 2 weeks already! WTF! If you don't want to bring textbook to school then at least don't get caught until the teacher wants to call your parents la! You're not only getting yourself but mummy and me in trouble ok?!

Although I'm taking a Diploma in Psychology now, I don't know how to apply on him! Hais.... ARGH! I have to deal with both Mom and you, do you know how tiring it is for me? Can you just listen to me once? Or go see a counsellor, can you?! If you don't feel like listening to me then at least listen to others la!

2009-06-30T15:16:00.002+08:00

YEA MAN! Recently went out with CLIQUE more often already! Woohoo!

Hmm... Attending my psychology classes and then reflecting, a lot of things are right!
But... I still cannot stand my DAD! Recently, his 'illness' is back! I shan't mention more! I just dislike the way it is now! Why are there parents? WHY?!

2009-06-20T01:07:00.002+08:00

THANKS EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GAVE ME A TREAT & CELEBRATED IT 4 ME!

Especially my CLIQUE, CLASSMATES, FRIENDS & God-Brosss! =)) LOVE YOU PEOPLE!

2009-06-20T01:02:00.003+08:00

My current favourite LOVE Song! Hope to find the right one!

小酒窝
林俊杰&蔡卓妍

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹

幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

2009-06-20T00:55:00.003+08:00

The lyrics is so so decribing my feelings! LOVE IT!

傻瓜
温岚

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样被
爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

2009-06-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

I don't feel like celebrating my birthday but on the other hand, I hope I will have good memorable celebrations! LOL! This is so super contridicting that it is driving me crazy! TSK TSK!

2009-06-13T16:18:00.003+08:00

I finally went out with CLIQUE yesterday to celebrate L.J.S's B'day earlier! :D

We went K Box like FINALLY! Haha! We super zi high yesterday! Sang lots of songs with P.J, Jue Ying, Jia Hui, Mei Jun, Jian Ee & L.J.S! Had lots of fun, laughter and we took lots of photos! However, the serivce there isn't very good but the Mango Pomelo drink very nicee! Hehe!

Aft K Box, L.J.S & P.J left but Est, Char, Wesley and Jeremiah joined us... Went for dinner then they went to play bowling! I had a talk with Jia Hui and Jue Ying! Woohooo! =)

Enjoyed myself totally yesterday! I am definitely not uploading all the photos! Super many la! Oh my gosh!

2009-06-09T19:50:00.002+08:00

Way Back Into Love
Hugh Grant & Haley Bennet

[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love. I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

2009-06-09T01:09:00.003+08:00

I went shopping with Mei Yern and Daniel today! Woots! So happy! Finally I got out of hse!

Brought a skirt for $18, a shoe for $19.10 and Crumpler 1 Million for $63! Hehehe!

But I didn't buy the most important thing! Clothes! More off shoulders / tube shirts!

2009-06-07T02:02:00.002+08:00

I have being at home watching my Korean Drama alone! So super emo can! The sudden lost of him makes me feel so lonely.... No one to go out and talk with... Someone pls just come and accompany me! Be it staying at home or going out I also don't mind! I just need ACCOMPANY!

I'm going crazy soon if I continue to stay at home!

2009-06-04T15:32:00.004+08:00

Went NP today to sell badges! Saw so many old friends! That feeling is soo super great!

Today is the last day of common test for Dan... I can finally ask him clearly for the reason, hope he will tell everything... =) And I got over this relationship already though I still hope we will be able to patch or maybe a better and closer friendship?

I got to find my way back into love, slowly! To mend a broken relationship is to get into a new relationship =)

2009-06-02T11:05:00.002+08:00

I just dreamt that Dan and me are still together and happier than before... Will this actually happen in real life? I hop my dreams do come true! I really treasured more than anyone esle, did you know?...

I must really thank my god-bros: YiJia and Leon for being there! Especially YiJia Kor-Kor! Thanks so much! =)

Hope I will manage as much as possible why we broke... Hmm.. We're still friends now...

2009-05-31T23:23:00.003+08:00

We broke up! It hurts but I kind of expected it cause I can feel that Dan wasn't as ready? Nvm... We're still friends! I hope? You said de! =) Felt like crying but I didn't... Its totally like a knife stabbing through my heart! But, this was the best relationships I had! Haha! So ironic! The fastest ended relationship but was the best!

2009-05-31T20:09:00.002+08:00

I want Daniel by my side! But do you want me by your side too? I don't know!...

2009-05-31T03:47:00.005+08:00

I'm waiting for darling to ask me out cause I don't know whether he wants to go out a not... I'm not sure if he will ask but I HOPE! Haha! LOL!

Hmm... I felt that we have drifted apart a bit? =p Hope things will get better as we move along...! I just need a bit more loving-ness and initiative from you!

I don't like watching couple or romantic shows without him by my side now! I feel so lonely and will want to emo la! LOL! Haha! TSK TSK!

Miss you DAN! Love ya! =))

2009-05-31T03:40:00.000+08:00

I need to blog this out if not I will feel uneasy and go crazy! LOL! Its really very tiring to smile on the outside when you're bleeding inside!

I just came back my family chalet! It was fun, I felt more close to all my relatives now but more distant from my parents now?! I don't even feel like calling my father, Dad anymore... I feel we are just like strangers acting close? I really want to share abt the problems I have with both my parents but I don't want to spoil their mood too...

My parents want me to help them out at the restaurant more often now but I don't like it! And I cannot afford to reject them! I want to earn money on my own, not working at their restaurant! I want to have time for myself! My Dad ask me why am I doing volunteering work but I don't volunteer myself at his restaurant... I don't know how to answer him because we just don't think alike! Hais... My Dad always like to accuse me of not being filial and respecting them if I don't work at the restaurant! WTF la! Stop requiring me to put myself in your shoes! Try putting yourself in my shoes instead!
I went back for Tanglin Sec Sch Achievers' Day 2009... Wana go back take a look at how my juniors, friends and teachers are doing... I want to look for that bit of sense of security and comfortness but unfortunately what I found was unstable...

I felt not as close as I was before with my teachers = those who know more abt my parents... Plus I spend less time with my Clique now cause of our difference in school schedule so I can't share my problems with them... I don't feel close to my private sch's lescturers at all so I typically got no one to share my problems with now! Arghhhh!

I seriously don't know who to look for now! Teachers has always been my pillar of strength from primary to secondary... The sudden lost of my pillar made me feel weak and alone... I lost the closeness I once had with my teachers which I won't be able to create with my lecturers in my private sch! Though when we celebrate Mr Sia's birthday, he did ask me abt how was my family stuffs but I can't possibly still go and trouble him since I have already left the sch rights?

Totally lost my direction... I wana end everything so so much!

2009-05-30T00:21:00.002+08:00

I MADE A DEADLY MISTAKE JUST NOW! Hope my Dad is not angry anymore! God bless!

I seriously need to prioritise my stuffs. I'm very sorry, always missing out on Clique's Outing! Hais... I'm just confuse by the stuffs which are new to me... :(

Tanglin Sec Sch Achievers' Day 2009 was alright! Greatzz! =)

2009-05-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

I watched Night at The Museum 2 on Wed with my bro and cousin but I cannot remember much what happened in the movie now! TSK TSK! Haha!

Exams for poly students, please be over quickly! I wana spend time with darling + my clique!

2009-05-29T00:51:00.004+08:00

Met darling today! Sent him home then I went to shop at Bugis! Haha!

I misss him lots! Just wana spend more more time with you! =p But cannot forget my friends too! =) LOVE YOU!

My stupid brother tell me maybe my Dad saw our couple photo! TSK TSK! I am expecting a storm to arrive! My gosh! Plus he has a habbit of checking my messages! I'm so dead now! Hope my brother was bluffing me! I can only count on God to help me now! Better allow me to ton next friday! Pls pls pls! =))

The reason I wana ton is because I don't like home though I will miss my TV, laptop & bed! Hehe...

2009-05-28T10:43:00.004+08:00

I just read Crystal's latest post...

I suppose there is nothing anyone can do other then comforting her? When you are sad and people ard you feel it, they will definitely feel sad too! = Learnt from my Psychology class! Haha! My clique will definitely understand this cause we have lots of experience on this! Woots! I know sometimes we cannot control anymore and I definitely know how hard is it to keep smiling even when you're hurt! If someeone so accurate and touch on your hurt spot you will definitely burst out crying cause you control too much le! I have experience that... Don't know if you will cry out too la... Haha!

Well, I totally can understand what shes feeling now cause I'hv been through it... Those who are close to me or read my blog often will know how bad my problem is bah... Its been since I was in primary sch?! Haha! The feeling of being dragged into our parents' problem is the same for both Crystal and me... Though the problem our parents faced is not the same but is almost like that bah?

It is just so super stupid! Parents? I can't even talk to them properly and nicely! Why must we children always put ourselves in their shoes instead of them in ours? Haha! I totally like the part where Crystal says she has to think 2days before sharing with her parents! Haha! Now what I do is I'm not going to share with them no matter what cause they don't appreciate it! No point sharing with them if they hold on to their views so much and don't accept mine! TSK TSK!

Haha! I am see-ing more and more people having almost the same problem as me! Well done, parents! I guess I am able to 'ignore' these problems already cause I don't feel as affected as last time or maybe the feeling is being kept unconscious till I found someone to share it with!

2009-05-25T20:45:00.002+08:00

Didn't talk to Dad just now... Cause I wana ignore him today! I don't know why... He was a bit angry just now but he got to leave for work! Lucky me! =p

It will be almost 2 weeks I won't be see darling cause he got exams! Hais... It will definitely be lonely, boring and sad 2 weeks for me!

2009-05-25T19:14:00.004+08:00

He is still emo-ing...

I'm worried... He doesn't want to share... This hurt-ed me... I don't think he knows...

Hope everything will be better and over soon! =)

His exams are coming!

2009-05-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

I AM FEELING SUPER WORRIED ABT DANIEL NOW! Hmm... When I txt-ed and Msn-ed him and he didn't reply, I felt something went wrong so I decided to call him... After a few tries, he answered but i couldn't really figure what he was saying so I said we chat on MSN bah...
He told me that he wana spend some time alone and don't wana talk to anyone right now! Hmm... Was my intuition right? I felt he had some issuses with his parents... Am I right?

2009-05-24T22:31:00.007+08:00

Hahaha! Another stupid pose!

Nerd + Gay photo by Ben & Kelvin!

Pose done by the guys!

Hehe! I decorated my food! =)

2009-05-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

Celebrated Darling's birthday yesterday! =)

He woke up at abt 3pm, the time I reached his hse! Haha! Had chicken rice while he cooked Tom Yam maggie noodles to eat at his house! I'm afraid of his mother! =p After lunch he went to bathe and we went out for his jamming session! Time really flies! Actually we were suppose to meet up with his BAE ppl then we bring him go watch movie and eat dinner but he forgot that he has jamming on Sat! TSK TSK! I was really surprised by him at the same time, sad and angry! Daniel is really blur this week! Haha! So we could only meet at night after his jamming instead... Went to have a 'family' dinner at Bugis! So cool! Then after that we went Sky Garden to la liang! We all decided to ton for Dan but in the end he can't make it cause he got church today! Hmm... I kind of expected it actually... =p

Ton-ing was really crazy, funny and sian! Haha! We play, talk, complain, slack and etc! Reviving our childhood memories! =) Ton-ed with Wen chiu, Kelvin, Hong Kai, Ben and Jerald! Keith went home to sleep half way through! TSK TSK! Haha! By the time I reached home in the morning, I was totally 'dead'! Ben and Hong Kai keep on saying that they wana go home for the whole night! Haha! Too bad! =p

We had fun last night but will definitely be better with Daniel ard! Next time bah! =)

2009-05-23T00:01:00.003+08:00

I didn't celebrate darling's birhtday with him today! =( Haha! Cause is his Ah Gong's birthday too! So coincidental! =))

Tml I'm going to have a celebration for him! Hehe! Surprises awaiting you, Daniel! =p

2009-05-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRHTDAY, DEAR! =) YOU'RE LEGAL LE!

2009-05-21T00:55:00.000+08:00

I almost forget that I wana blog about this!

I shall admit for once that I'm more blur than Darling! And I was suay yesterday!

I left my 2GB memory card and reader on our 'picnic' table & its stolen!!! Well done, Jessica!

2009-05-21T00:45:00.004+08:00

I didn't study finish for Biology Quiz today! Haha! 20 MCQ questions done in 15 minutes! I will surely flunk this stupid paper! =(

Was suppose to meet Darling at Dhoby Ghaut MRT but he missed the stop and ended up at Bugis so in the end we met at City Hall MRT and I saw Manfred! Haha! Today dear very tired so he was blur too! At first he left his laptop in SP Jamming Studio then left his 'sweet' at SP Street Soccer Court! Haha! We rushed back to his home to put down his things then rushed to SP to find his 'sweet' and he managed to get it back! Seems like ppl in SP are good! Haha! After SP we went to Clementi's Pasar Malam and brought Fish Fins' Soup and his lighter refill! Then we went to my hse's playground to la liang! I brought durian down from my hse to share with him! Haha! Our private picnic session! Yum Yum! Today we both quite tired, especiall him! We were sleeping while lying on each other's shoulder! Haha! I sent him home early cause he need to practice guitar! Tml he got performance! Woots! =)) We shared our 'glorious' past today! Haha!

Dear's birthday on Friday, 22/5! Coming soon! So excited! =p

2009-05-19T15:58:00.002+08:00

The tension between Dad & me only got a bit better but I don't care so much as long as him don't irritate me!

Shopped at NTUC and Clementi's Pasar Malam just now! Woots!

Stupid Mr Lam! How are we suppose to write your essay when we can't extract journals?! I am so going to die for Biology Module! =(

Dear's birthday is coming! Friday is the offcial date but we are celebrating it 'together' on Sat! =) Surprise surprise! Haha!

Quoted from Kungfu Panda: "Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery & Today is a Gift!" =)

2009-05-18T09:53:00.003+08:00

Stupid Dad! Early in the morning made me frustrated!

I really need to complete my assignment by last night so I didn't listen to ya and bring Perry down for a walk. Furthermore, you said you will do it when Kenneth offered his help! Can you STOP testing whether I respect or am filial to you a not?! Its very very irritating and you are not trusting me at all!

Stop blaming Mum for not teaching me well! You have a role to play as well la! What gives you the right to rest more than Mum? She is working harder than you, okay! TSK TSK!

2009-05-18T00:30:00.002+08:00

I am glad that I managed to persuade myself to accpet you as my Dad because this is something I cannot change no matter how hard I want it!

However, this doesn't mean that I approve of your actions! I don't really care if you are angry with me a not as long as you don't hit me! I am trying to keep avoid you as much possible as I can. My relationship with Mum is better now! =)

I hate hearing both of you quarrel! I am just trying to rest and have a good afternoon nap! I was about to cry out loud or release my anger when mum came into my room and told me that she needs my help tonight at the restaurant... I wanted to complete Khim's assignment by then but I guess I just have to lessen my sleep at night...

Hais... If only I'm out today... I suppose things will have been better!

MUST complete Lam's assignment soon! *cries!*

2009-05-17T00:58:00.002+08:00

Tried to study today! =p

Piano lesson in the morning than went out with parents to eat lunch in the afternoon and dinner with Daniel, Crystal & Ben at night! =))

After dinner we went to look at all the terrace houses and see how many dogs will bark at us! Haha! Dan's great idea! After our 'exploration', Ben sent Crystal home while Dan & me went to playground to la liang! Hehe! Its a nice night! Got a lot of stars today! After me going home, both Dan & Ben left too! Ben almost missed his last train! Haha! =p

Youth For Causes Meeting tml! Woots woots!

2009-05-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

Improvement in angle! Haha! Good job, Lao Gong!

1st photo taken my dar dar! Haha! Angle not good so we got to take another one! =p

2009-05-13T22:13:00.004+08:00

Mr Lam's last lesson today! Next week still got a Biology Quiz! He dragged the lesson another half an hour longer la! TSK TSK! =(

After lesson I bus-ed down to darling's hse and phoned he to wake up and meet me! =p I very bad rights? Haha! We went to have dinner and la liang together after that! =) We had a long long **** while la liang-ing! LOVE YOU DAR! =p

After that I bus-ed home in 154! Day ends! Hehe!

2009-05-13T11:31:00.001+08:00

Do you like it?

My new hair look! =p

2009-05-13T11:24:00.002+08:00

I have finally cut my hair short! The disadvantage is, the reborn won't last! Hais... Nevertheless, I kind of likfe my new hair look! =)

An hour chat on the phone with dear last night! Woots!

Later is Mr Lam's lesson! =(

2009-05-12T01:05:00.002+08:00

Second photo! Haha!

Taken when we're on bus! Dear sending me home! =p

2009-05-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

Today is Daniel Tan & Jessica Liaw's 1 month Anniversary! YAY! =)

Though I waited an hour for Dan 2 arrive, it was worth it! =p

We went Food Republic to have our dinner then went to la liang along the water! Hehe!

Dear gave me a Mickey & Minnie Mouse Key Chain! This is not it! He also gave me his virgin kiss! The kiss of true love really feels different from other kiss... It was so natural! Hehe! =p Thanks Lao Gong for the gifts!

I gave him a bottle of stars and a card! Hehe! Love you darling!

2009-05-09T13:12:00.007+08:00

Due to my laziness to type! I shall only upload photos! Hehe!

Dear sleeping with Pinky! Hehe!

Dar is half asleep! =p

Char presenting a 'prize' = present to Mr Sia!

*act cute* Jue Ying & Mr Sia!

Mr Sia wishing!

Half of my CLIQUE outside WCP MAC! =)

2009-05-08T19:57:00.000+08:00

My laptop is back! YAY!

2009-04-28T21:33:00.002+08:00

I'm Daniel Tan Zhi Yi's baby! Hehehe! =p I want a milk bottle & dear is going to buy one give me! YAY! He also need to feed me drink with that! We are 2 very childish ppl! HAHAHA!
Love my dar dar lots! *muacks!* Though it has only been 17days since we started...
Going out with him on Thurs & Fri 2 watch movie & chill out! YAY!

2009-04-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

My laptop broke down so I won't be posting much cause I don't like my bro's laggy computer! =p I'm going to bring my laptop down to Tiong's Challenger tml, hope that guy will still keep the price at $80! God, please bless and help me! Thanks so much! =)

2009-04-28T19:29:00.001+08:00

Hmm... It is abt 70% true? =p

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2009-04-27T12:33:00.001+08:00

My laptop officially broke down at 3am last night! I'm still very afraid now if I will be able to retrieve my data! Hais... =(

2009-04-27T01:53:00.001+08:00

Special post for my darling!:

Dear will be getting his monthly allowance in a few more days time! Woots! We can go watch movie together again! Didn't see him 4 2days le! Miss him lots! Love you dar dar! *muacks!* Had great fun with dear online today! =)

2009-04-27T01:35:00.006+08:00

My cute grandma & me! =)

His car's injuries!

Make my car flew up one side then down again!

Look! His in our lane! TSK TSK!

Okasan cutting her cake!

Mum's b'day cake given by her staffs!

2009-04-26T22:03:00.001+08:00

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OKASAN! =)

Early up early in the morning today! After we have all dressed up, we went to fetch Aunt & Grandma and we proceeded to Ken's doctor. His knee is fine! A good news!

Hmm... While we were on our way for lunch, a stupid car came along, did some stupid things and our cars crashed! Totally gave me a shock man! From what I know, he drove into our lane...

Well, lets not talk abt that stupid incident! We had lunch at a great Teochew Restaurant! =)

Mum recieved her b'day presents + a cake from her staffs! *sweet!*

This year's Star Awards 09 is definitely great! Now I know my dar dar Dan is a fan of Felicia Chin! Haha! =p

2009-04-25T23:53:00.003+08:00

I'm hoping that you will change...

Maybe express your love for me a little more? Show a bit more of care and concern? I really appreciate that you are always there to pei me! *muacks!*

I know you're a bit quiet kind, I understand... =) So I'm hoping that you will talk more! Haha! Hope I didn't bored you with all my talkings!

Your first kiss will be my best birthday present! =p Hehe! Hoping that I will be recieving that special birthday present from you!

2009-04-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so irritated by my Dad now! TSK TSK! At least answer the call la! =.='''! Make me go down and look for you! And you very relax hor? Still can go for Foot Massage! Tml is Mum's b'day but she got to work tonight?! WTF la! You think you retired already ar?

2009-04-25T21:23:00.002+08:00

I am so not interested in my family matters already! F*** them sia!

My Dad: Always thinks that his right and got a lot of life experience so I have got to listen to him... Excuse me, I also got my own thinking! I'm not your pet or something k!?

My Mum: Having problems with my Dad? Complain to me abt their problems but don't allow me to hate him for what he have done? WTF! Then you shouldn't have tell me in the first place la! She always wants me to convey her message for her to my Dad... =.='''!

My bro: Different communication channel? Sometimes we're fine but sometimes totally not!

Me: I don't even know what I'm doing or should be doing... Totally lost! Now I'm trying to ignore everything and get on with my own life but its hard! I don't want to have to go for counselling again!

*above is a very brief introduction abt my family! =)

Family is important... Yes... Everyone says that I don't appreciate them because I haven't come across problems that I need them by my side... Maybe?! I know my parents love me but seriously expressing it the wrong way which will in turn be harmful... Hais... Hope PSYCHOLOGY can help me see through my thinking and feelings!

Friends are just too important to me right now but I'm not sure if they will be able to be there when I need them like how family will... Hope I will be able to attend my CLIQUE's future gatherings!

I'm feeling so down now without my dear Daniel by my side! He is having a jamming session with his band now! =(

p.s.: I think its because of menstruation thats y I have overwhelming feelings! TSK TSK!

2009-04-24T23:09:00.003+08:00

Dentist in the morning today! Now my teeth, tongue and lips feels pain! *Sob sob* BRACES!!!

Went home slack a while then prepared to go sch! =) First met up with darling at Dover MRT then we went to have lunch at SP's Koufu! Hehehe! While I was walking there, I had a feeling that I will be meeting someone I know... True enough, I heard a familiar voice and saw a familiar bag & it turned out to be P.J! Haha! So coincidental man! Glad to see him having fun with his poly mates!

After lunch, dear sent me to sch! I was late for 15mins but it doesn't really matter! =p We were supposed to alight at Raffles Place MRT to change train but we alighted at City Hall instead. We were supposed to alight at Dhoby Ghaut MRT but went to Somerset MRT instead... =.='''! HAHA! We were just too engrossed in our own conversation, in our own world!

Today's lesson is interesting man! Thats y I wana go, if not I will be at home doing my assignments la! TSK TSK! While I was on my way home, I stared at Ayer Rajah Market... Got a strong feeling that I will see Tanglin teachers, maybe Mdm Heng... In the end, I saw Sun Lao Shi & Chi Lao Shi! My gosh! My instincts is quite accurate man! Manage to feel that I will meet my Tanglin friend & teachers! Only guessed the teacher wrongly! But then, if I guessed correctly, I will have psychic power already!

I'm wondering why I feel emo and tired and maybe its because of the monthly girls' thing! Hope it is! =p

2009-04-24T02:29:00.004+08:00

My asthma attacks has been coming back quite often recently! Hais... Got to start using my Preventer and Inhaler again! =( Whats happening? Is it just me or the environment?

2009-04-23T22:49:00.003+08:00

Lesson with Kim-Marie today! My gosh! I was tired plus the sun glare, I almost sleep through out the 1st half hour! TSK TSK! However, today's topic was interesting! I understand what I am thinking better already! =) GOt back my 1st assignment and I scored 29/30! =) I think mostly is because I was about reflect it on myself... This is like my secondary reinforcer? Haha! I shall do as well for my 2nd assignment too!

Should I go for Quek's lesson tml or should I stay home and do my homework?

YAY! I met Daniel dar just now at Parklane Mall! He accompanied me to Orchard to shop for my Mum's B'day present plus shopping for his clothes too! Aft I was done, we went to Ayer Rajah Market to have our dinner together! *sweet sweet!*

I'm so in love with you, Daniel Tan Zhi Yi! Hehe! *muacks*

I was watching a old Channel 8 drama just now acted by Rui En. I think somewhat my parents' relationship has affected me in giving ppl my trust... Hmm... I have to learn to TRUST! =)

2009-04-23T00:10:00.002+08:00

I almost forgot to blog abt this! Now whenever I'm feeling emo, I will go to a swing me push myself as high as I can + listen to emo songs! Its a superb feeling! =)

2009-04-22T23:47:00.001+08:00

The photo I took today while waiting for Mom! =)

2009-04-22T23:27:00.004+08:00

I so glad that I managed to get up and was on time for Bioolgy Lesson today by Mr Lam! Today's biology lesson was not too bad! Finally! =)

After that I went home to charge my HP then cab-ed down with Mom to Tiong Plaza to collect her stuffs and we had our lunch at LJS! Dar dar's current stauts: Asleep!

Went home and surfed the net and saw thaat it was already 6pm+ so decided to wake up Dar dar! Hehe! He slept for 5hrs plus and he didn't realise! This means that his body is tired rights?!

Didn't see my dear for the whole day today! *misses!* Which is spot on by Ben! TSK TSK!

YAY! He finally updated his blog! Haha! I decided to scroll down and I found one new fact abt him! =p

Monday, November 17, 2008 6:13 AM

I Got tagged

since im 'tagged' by Ben! i shall nt be a pussy! =P[The rules and regulations:]1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.3. At the end, you need to choose 3 people to be tagged and list their names.4. No tags back ! 10 Weird things/habits/little known facts about ME!!------------------------------------------------------------------------So there 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me.
1) I dyed my dickhair Brown 2) I play chinese chess in the toilet wif my laptop there 3) I listen to Spanish classical music 4) I used to listen to WESTLIFE and dance naked ( not anymore! ) 5) I watched Dora the explorer every morning 9am. 6) I am a loanshark, everybody owes me money! 7) I love animals although im a carnivour 8) MY WISH IS TO SHOOT IN ELBERT'S TOILET 9) I always steam in public 10)I nver had Girlfren yea........ ok im so emo. nw im gonna tag this to all of Betas cos they are very horny OK BYE.

2009-04-21T23:48:00.003+08:00

Him with Pinky, his dog! =)

Dar dar drinking his lemon tea! Guess what is the gastby container for?! =p

My fav cap now which costs me 39.90 riggit!

This is the guitar lighter which I brought from Melaka as a gift to Daniel! =)

2009-04-21T23:36:00.003+08:00

I got no class today! Apple & Manfred chatted with me on MSN at the same time telling me there is no class today so I actually thought they were lying to me... After that I checked with Tim to confirm and true enough, I got no lesson cause the lecturer is sick! =)

Sms Daniel and he skipped his afternoon class we and proceeded to his house! I like his house, I don't know why... Haha! Slept for a while, then watched him play with his guitar while I play with Pinky then we went out to his balcony to la liang! Hehe!

Breakfaast + lunch + dinner for me and him was at Ayer Rajah Market! Ben came to join us aft that! Then we went to la liang again at the playground! Haha! It was nice! =) I love spending time with my dar dar Daniel! *muacks!*

Tml is Mr Lam's lesson! Got to give him my attention! TSK TSK! More assignments to be done! =p

2009-04-21T00:26:00.001+08:00

I miss Daniel so much while I was in Melaka! Finally got to see him today! Hehe! So happy!

Today's lesson is in the afternoon... Like today's lesson as I know my mistakes and know how to write my essays already! =) Daniel's lesson is only 1hr today!!! TSK TSK!

Met him after sch! Haha... Nabilah say his a blonde so now he got a short form name called: ABCD! Long form: American Born Chinese Daniel! Nice rights? I think de leh! Hehe!

Went to play arcade awhile then went home to put down my laptop... =) Ate dinner at Sumo House then Ben and his GF came to join us aft that so we la liang at the carpark's rooftop garden! Daniel is so lucky today! He got his virgin birds' "sperm' droppings! Hahaha!

I gave him a guitar lighter which I brought it from Melaka! Glad that he love it! *muacks!*

2009-04-20T00:21:00.002+08:00

My dar dar Daniel! Haha! I was trying to take a picture of his dog, Pinky but it became him in the end! Lol! Hehe! =p

2009-04-20T00:12:00.003+08:00

My cute tiger tattoo! =) I look so punky!

My room mate: Xin Yi!

The coolest gang @ RDC 09! Haha!

2009-04-20T00:03:00.003+08:00

I'm back from Melaka! =) I miss everyone especially my Daniel! =p

Hmm... The Roteract District Conference is an eye-opener to me! There are actually so many roteractors out there! Didn't regret joining this! Hehe!

Hope all those starting school tml will have a great time! Especially my CLIQUE + Daniel!

2009-04-18T10:25:00.002+08:00

I just met my 'grandfathers' & 'grandmothers' at RDC in Melaka! HAHA! They are actually the Rotarains of Pandan Valley la! LOL! Hmm... Its time to do something to bring up the popularity of Interact Club in Tanglin Sec Sch!

My going-to be Mother is Rotarian June of Marina City! HAHA! *make her seems old!* =p

I'm very tired now! Going slp! Ciaos ppl!

2009-04-17T02:15:00.003+08:00

Away in Melacca from Friday, 17/4 and will be back on Sunday, 19/4 for RDC! =)

I haven't do finish and don't know how to continue Khim's Assignment! How?!

2009-04-17T01:49:00.002+08:00

I am missing Daniel's comfy bed & bolster now! His bed is so comfy that I could fall asleep right away once I lie down! Haha! His bolster is about the same size & softness as my brother's bolster! Hehe!

Reached his hse at abt 1.30pm... Saw his older sister, Pinky (dog), maid, Grandmother and younger brother! =) I like his maid's potato soup! Its niceee! He was practicing his guitar while I roamed around and slept. After that we went out to jamming studio and I listened to how he and his friends play! Not bad, you know! They are skilled people!

Ate MACs and went back to his house to put down stuffs and head down to Clementi to meet his la-liang friends! Haha! Today Daniel & Ben walked me home! Haha! So honoured! We walked one big round as I anyhow walk! =p

I love having his accompany! =) Lots of misses & loves, Daniel! Take care of yourself while I'm away!

2009-04-16T11:07:00.003+08:00

I was so tired out yesterday that I forgot to blog! I'm still feeling tired now...

I was late for sch yesterday but I was the 3rd earliest! Haha! Went to do presentation with SH, Joleen & Nabilah @ PS's Mac! We had a great time there! Haha!

I will be in Melacca from Friday, 17/4 to Sunday, 19/4! Going for RDC? Hmm... Yups! =)

I going Daniel's hse later aft I shower! YAY! =) *loves!*

Hmm... Poly is starting soon... Aft I read Jue Ying's post just now I felt a sudden rash of emotions... I seriously didn't think of whether we will be able to meet in the future as I believe if we all make an effort, we will be able to! =) But, people changes? Will our CLIQUE's relationship be strong enough to withstand outside challenges? I seriously hope so! All the laughters, tears & fights were totally unforgettable and will forever remain deep inside my heart! I love my CLIQUE lots no matter what! =) Good to luck to you all who are starting sch soon! Haha! Enjoy it! *loves!*

2009-04-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

Woots! I like today! Hehe!

Woke up at 7am in the morning and cab-ed down to NUH as I'm having a half day visit to the Speech Therapy Dept. =) Now I am really determinded to pursue my Masters in Speech Pathology! =) Made to new friends today! They are from NJC leh!

Went back to Mum'restaurant after the visit then took Dad's car down to his restaurant to have lunch! Curry chicken today! Yummy Yummy! Hehe! =) After lunch, Dad sent me to National Library! I manage to read more journals today! Great improvement! But, I still got no idea how to write my 'Body'! Hais...

Met up with Daniel for dinner with his friends! Haha! They are quite funny ppl! A nice bunch of peeps! =) His phone always very fast no batt de! TSK TSK! Yups, he sent me home! Hehe! *loves!*

2009-04-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

I got to report 8.30am at NUH later! Oh my gosh! Its so super early la!

I did 1/4 of both Khim Goh's & Kim-Marie Assignment! YAY! Jia yous, Jessica! You can finish them de! Reading the journals is really worst than reading a story book! Spent morning and afternoon at home. Took Dad's car down to Hakata and have lunch then spend the evening at National Library! As Daniel is coming to Clementi to meet his friends and la liang, so we met to have dinner together! YAY! When dinner was done, he walked me home! Hehe! *sweetz!*

The best thing of the day: Coincidentally saw Estella, Jue Ying, Jian Ee, Daniel, Mei Yern & Leslie! We're so fated! Haha! I couldn't believe my eyes at first! So Jue Ying, is not my fan ying man hor! =)

2009-04-12T23:40:00.002+08:00

I finally bought Sony Ericsson C905! YAY! =) Thanks Dad & Mom!

I work up at 10am+ today. Lunch-ed with my family + Dad's mother & youngest brother @ Ah Yat Seasfood Restaurant. Hmm... Nothing much happened today. Everything was fine.

Worked at night with Mom, business was quite good today! =)

Okays, I shall go sleep soon! His asleep now! Hehe! =)

Khim Goh's Assignment to be started on later!!!

2009-04-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

Piano Lesson in the morning! My brother came to wake me up at 8am+ when lesson starts at 10am! Haha! But I went back to sleep and woke up at 10am in the end! =p When my lesson was ending, some air-con repair men came to clean my air-con! So I will have a good sleep tonight! YAY!

Today is the 1st day of my relationship with Daniel! As I have to go Grandma's house today for dinner so we couldn't really celebrate our happiness today but we will make-up for it! Hehe! We went Tiong Bahru to la liang! =p I shall skip the details cause I'm lazy to type! I introduced him to my brother le! LOL! Haha! Our relationship will get stronger and deeper as days go by! *loves!*

Okays, good night ppl! I'm going to watch TV now! Waiting for him to reach home safely!

2009-04-11T01:59:00.002+08:00

Opps! I almost forgot to blog today! I meant for Friday, 10/4/09! Its feels like its Sunday as both my parents are home!

I did Ms Quek's tutorial work today and tried to read a journal but couldn't! I need to go library and read it! Then after lunch, Mum accompanied me to Lot 1's Ella to buy a set of office wear for my half day visit to NUH's Speech Therapy Office. =) Spent abt $100+! =p

Lastly, the most important information of the day, I have answered Daniel's question and his now my Boyfriend! We're offcially together! YAY! *loves!*

2009-04-09T23:45:00.002+08:00

Kim-Marie's lesson was fun & ineresting today! Kim Quek's tutorial is a a better today not because of her but us! Haha! Today is a super sexual topic day! My gosh! Too bad Shi Hui isn't with us!

After sch I met up with Daniel at Park Lane and we proceeded to Vivo! YAY! Haha! We walked ard, la liang and went for dinner! We talked quite a lot today! Random topics! Then he sent me home again today! So gentleman and sweet! =) I thought he got into trouble as I can't get him through call or sms! In the end, his phone sim card got problems! LOL! Haha... At least his home safely now...

Today shall be a super short post! =p

2009-04-08T23:31:00.003+08:00

I woke up at 8am today because Mr Law wants class to be at 10am today instead of the usual 10.30am! But he was late for class today so class ended at 1.30pm instead! Waste my effort waking up so early! Hais... His class is really quite boring plus what he taught was what I learnt in secondary school, though I almost forgotten everything! Hehe... Nevertheless, I still love BIOLOGY! =)

Tml is a super tiring day! Lesson with Kim-Marie from 10.30am - 1.30pm then a lunch break for an hour after that is Kim Quek's lesson from 2.30pm - 5.30pm! ARGH! Jessica jia yous! I can do it!

Going Vivo tml with Daniel to chill out/la-liang aft my lesson! I need a break as next week will be a hectic week!

I got to complete Khim Goh's Assignment 1 first then second is Kim-Marie's Assignment 2, third is Kim Quek's Presentation and fourth is research for Mr Law's Assignment 1! Plus I am going Melacca from 17th April 09 - 19th April 09 with Rotary and Rotaract... GOD, PLEASE HELP ME! =)

I'm quite tired today so I am going to sleep early tonight as I got early class tml! Thats all for today guys! Good nights & Sugar dreams! Come back tml!

2009-04-07T20:36:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling so lucky today! Haha! Today Ms Kim Quek asked use to draw lots to see which group is doing what topic... I told Shi Hui that I'm hoping we will get Behaviourism and we got it! WOOTs! After class I saw my Aunt while crossing the road! What a coincidence! =)
Congrats Manfred! You finally ORD!
Things that must be done by next week: Ms Khim Goh's Assignment 1 (draft!)

I didn't take my breakfast and lunch today! I was so hungry that my stomach grumbled during lesson! Daniel accompanied me back to Clementi and we had dinner at Botak Jones! He was actually at Tiong Bahru la liang-ing with his friends de! Hehe... Both of us didn't finish our food but drinks cause the food was kinda of salty and the serving is quite large! After dinner Daniel walked me home and helped me carry my file and the food that I brought for Kenneth! Haha! He so gentleman rights? Haha!

Thats all for today! Come back tml again ppl! See ya all! =)

2009-04-06T23:25:00.003+08:00

Oh my gosh! Next week isn't going to be a holiday week for me but Assignment week! Hais... I have got Khim Goh's Assignment 1, Kim-Marie's Assignment 2 and I think next up will be Kim Quek's Assignment 1! Writing in the APA style is so frustrating! Nevertheless, I enjoyed my lesson with Khim Goh today! =)

Next I meet up with Daniel and we went to buy the movie tickets for Shinjuku Incident which screens at 7pm. After that we went for dinner and then Acrade! Hehe! It was quite fun! Shinjuku Incident was a bit gore but still acceptable. I will give it 7 stars out of 10! I walked ard with Daniel in PS after the movie then he sent me home and help me carried my heavy laptop! He also paid for my movie ticket! Hehe! =) So sweet rights?

I'm feeling quite tired today... I don't know why... Anyways, at least I enjoyed myself just now! Good nights and sugar dreams ppl! Ciaos! =)

2009-04-05T23:15:00.002+08:00

School starts tml! First lesson of the week is by Ms Khim Goh! =)

Well, Pasib has broken up with Joann... I'm feeling neither happy nor unhappy and this is a good thing!

I'm going to watch Shinjuku Incident with Daniel Tan tml!

I'm feeling quite tired now as I just finished work...

2009-04-04T18:14:00.004+08:00

Went out with CLIQUE just now! =) Today the ppl who turned up were Jue Ying, Estella, Charlotte, P.J, Jeremiah, Jian Ee, Derrick, Liu Fan & Mei Jun! Haha! The meeting time was at 11am but in the end we turned up at 11.30am++... =.='''!

We went to Far East Plaza to meet Est's friends then proceeded to Takashimaya's Mac 2 have lunch. After that we went to Lido 2 watch Confessions of a Shopaholic!!! YAY! This movie didn't dissapoint me! =) I went off after the movie thus I'm home now but they went to shop at Far East Plaza... Had an enjoyable day out with the dearest ppl in my life! Haha! I thought a lot on the way home just now... I feel I have a clearer picture of hows my life going to be now!

I think I need to work later... Hais... TSK TSK!

I shall end here now! See ya guys again! =)

2009-04-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

Today is a tiring but enjoyable day! =)

Totally not used to waking up at 7.30am this morning! I was feeling so sleepy on the way to Yakult Factory in Picasso's car! Waited half an hour for the children, teachers and the volunteers to arrive! Woots! The kids are really active! The questions they asked the 'Tour Guide' today was so super funny! This is a good excursion trip! Hehe!

Went National Library to read my journals! Oh my gosh! I am such a good girl! =p

The after that I proceeded to Onepeople.sg! Watching Pink Panther! Damn nice movie! I didn't regret going there today!

I am going to end here for now! Hehe! I'm watching Confessions of a Shopaholic tml with CLIQUE! YAY! =)

2009-04-02T22:17:00.003+08:00

Its Kim-Mary's lesson today, so school was pretty great! =)
I am somewhat done with her Assignment 1! YAY!
Next up will be all the Journal readings for Khim Goh's Assignment 1!

Took my lunch with Mei Yern and Hui Yuan at IKEA (Queenstown)'s restaurant... The food there was quite good! =) Something super funny Mei Yern and I did today after lunch but I'm too lazy to type it out!

Hmm... I didn't went out with Pasib last night... We sort of had a heated agrugment on MSN... Well, I haven't really forgive him till now even though I stopped ignoring him already... I don't understand him nor trust him that much anymore... He doesn't affect me that much anymore now!

I am going Yakult Factory and Onepeople.sg's Movie Screening Session tml! =)
I would prefer to be love by my next BF more than I love him! =p Am finding my new one seriously now! Its a no joking matter!

2009-04-01T16:21:00.001+08:00

Today is on Human Biology and our lecturer is Mr Lam!

Hmm... What he taught today, 90% was what I learnt in Biology class last year! Oh my gosh! So lesson was pretty boring today...

I'm going out with Pasib later... =)

See ya guys again! Enjoy yourselves!

2009-03-31T01:25:00.003+08:00

Later is Ms Quek's lesson! Everyone be prepared to fall asleep! =p

Today Alvin is late for class as usual! Haha! He was asked to dance but he didn't do it properly!

Hmm... I now want to be love rather than love people already! (refering to potential BFs)

Its quite late now so I'm going sleep! Good nights ppl! Sugar dreams! =)

2009-03-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

YAY! Tml is Ms Kihm Goh's lesson! Although the module she is teaching seems boring but because of her style of teaching, it makes lesson so much more interesting! =)

I shall try to complete Kim-Mary's Assignment 1 by tonight! Jia Yous!

Hmm... Went for Rotaract of Marina City's meeting today... Haha! All of them are above 20 already! Really new more new bloods in the club! =p

Today's post shall be a short one! Hehe... I'm feeling lazy... Guess I'm going to fall sick soon! Hais...

I need a new love to forget him! So who will be my new love? Hmm... I'm still finding! Haha!

2009-03-29T02:01:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so tired now but still decided to blog! I really don't know what is wrong with my new blogskin and I cannot be bothered with it anymore! So the super infuriating!

Life is pretty much dead today... Piano Lesson in the afternoon then went to Grandma's place for dinner at night... Hehe...

I am having a Rotaract Meeting tml so I got to sleep soon! Good nights and sugar dreams peeps! =)

He hasn't reply my sms nor has he online in MSN... HOW?! =( Mr. PASIB GURNG! Are you ignoring or avoiding me?

2009-03-27T18:35:00.004+08:00

I am so loving my new blogskin! Hehe... So I'm here to blog nowz!

I went swimming with Faris today at CCK Swimming Complex. So super tiring! I guess because its been a long time since I last exercise! HAHA! After that we went to Yew Tee Point and ate LJS then proceeded to RP because he needs to get a GIRO Application Form.

Because its a super hot & tiring day for both of us today, I suggested that we cab back to my home... Took the PSPs and went down to Queensway Shopping Centre to see if anyone there can modify it but unfortunately, NO! Kenneth lied to me! =.=''! He didn't checked properly... Wated my time and energy!

The best part of today is that I saw quite a few ppl! First I saw Qiu Yi, then Biliana, Ming Jin, Nico, Jessica Aw, Cherie and Farah! Woots! What a coincidental day!

Haiz... I'm going to work at my Dad's restaurant later... Wish me luck ppl! See you all again! =)

2009-03-27T00:55:00.002+08:00

I feel as if my LIFE is not mine anymore! Its seems like something is lacking... Maybe because things happened too fast recently... Remember my Dad & Mum had a huge argument? The next day, they behave as if nothing has happened before! I haven't reach till their level of nonchalant! Hmm... I will and must go pay a visit to Counsellor Michelle next week...

Life is school is fun, cool and interesting! But not the tutorials, quizzes & presentations! Its quite hard to understand what the Lecturers were saying at first cause Psychology is not something we studied in Primary or Secondary School... Well, at least I'm coping well now! =) Geminis can adapt easily! =)

I think I still need more time to fully adjust to my 'new' life nowz...

Thanks for every one's concern about my family problems! Really appreciate it lots! =) I think my blogs are the only ways that I can fully express myself freely without causing trouble to anyone and at the same time letting out my emotions! =)

2009-03-27T00:49:00.000+08:00

I need to change my blogskin!

2009-03-25T14:58:00.003+08:00

Shopping Blog for ear studs @ http://queen-gemma.blogspot.com!!!

2009-03-21T02:00:00.005+08:00

Was what I did wrong?

Dad came home drunk as always... Mum woke him up to eat but he doesn't want to... Then I saw him hitting Mum and I couldn't stand it so I went forward to stop him! Is it a wrong move?! ARGH! He said he shouldn't have brought me up! I don't mind him dis-owning me though, I just want to stop him from abusing Mum, Perry (dog) & Kenneth!

He chased me out of their room and the next thing I hear was he shouting at my room and sounds of someone being smacked and I think its my Mum! I don't know what I should do now!!! Should I go in and stop him or what? Did I caused my Mum to suffer all these? Is it my fault? Can someone advice me now? I'm feeling so so lost and so so sorry towards my Mum!

I HATE YOU DAD, I WOULD PREFER YOU TO BE DEAD! Should I have listened to Counsellor Michelle's advice? I'm very very SORRY Mom! I should be dead too!

2009-03-21T00:12:00.002+08:00

Someone tell me what should I do to mend broken relationships? Or maybe its best friends who don't contact often anymore? I really treasure them but I don't know how to mix with them anymore? Cause its been long since we contact? Hmm... When they go out and I'm free, then didn't inform me about it! But when I'm occupied with stuffs, they asked me out! Haiz... What should I do?

*loves my clique! =)*

2009-03-21T00:00:00.002+08:00

I think I have to correct my previous post! I'm not going to Nursing in Ngee Ann Poly anymore but Psychology at The School of Applied Studies! =) Sorry ppl, I ps-ed you guys!

Went to the SC BBQ'09 today! Kind of fun cause I managed to mix around with the juniors! Haha! Means I'm still young! Then went Grace house and sent Richelle, Farhan, Grace and Kevin home cause they walked use home! LOL! Haha! Do you understand what I'm saying? Hmm...

Cheers ppl! =)

2009-02-26T21:21:00.002+08:00

WOW! I'm back 2 make my bloggie alive again! =p

Hmm... I'm going to start studying soon! Finally decided to accept Nursing in Ngee Ann... Mostly because I'm still young and some have medical problems to settle so can't proceed to Australia yet. Furthermore, a Bachelor Degree in Nursing allows me to become a Speech Therapist. As it takes 3 years to get a Diploma, I will have enough time to think if I want to take a Degree in Business or Masters in Speech Pathology... Too many people are studying business nowsdays!

Really hope I didn't make the wrong decision! =)

2009-01-05T20:18:00.002+08:00

You don't understand me...

I know what I'm doing but you don't! So don't scold me because of what you see! You're not fit to do so!

I'm quite worried about my O'lvls results yet I don't get any encouraging words from you! If if if I'm saying if I score badly or not too well, I'm sure I'm going to get another big scolding from you and you won't even listen to what I'hv got to say... *touchwood*

I told you that I did clear up my room but you weren't home and you said thats y you're scolding me so that I can tell you that I'hv cleared up my room? What logic of yours is this? Go to ...!
You said you can't stand the sight of me being home doing nothing? Then when I was going out everyday you also don't like... WHAT THE HELL DO YOU ! ME 2 DO? Go to your restaurant and help out everyday, every minute, every second? I don't mind going to work so that Mum can hv a rest! But how come you can rest and Mum can't?! I just completed YV and wana hv a good rest!

You said Kenneth and me don't love the house? Then can I ask what do you want us to love? Both you and Mum are always not home.... Kenneth and me too... Last time I do value my house a lot... I always want my house to be clean and comfortable... But now? I don't really bother anymore cause it doesn't really matter now... House is just a place I go back to sleep at night, isn't it? You said you don't wana invest in decorating the house because Kenneth and me won't appreciate? Firstly, do you even appreciate us? If you find us a trouble, don't even marry in the first place! Then Mum won't have to suffer and you won't have troublesome children like Kenneth and me! Don't compare us with other children cause we didn't compare you to other parents! Don't force me to do things I don't really wana do!

I don't wana say anymore... Just hope that my results will be good enough! I need to cool down and just hv fun!